bad news

when i heard the news from you.
i don't think i can handle it.
suddenly the whole world fall on my shoulder.
what have i done to you for the past 25 years?
did i treat you well?
i was crying.
can i fulfill all your wishes?
am i strong enough to fulfill all your wishes?
am i a good daughter?
i was crying.
think back what you have done to me.
to us.
it's really-obviously impossible to pay back.
i was crying.